The Celebration of Yvonne's Birthday :)

Oh my God! Today is our Graceful Princess Yvonne's birthday ! We planed to have a dinner at Jln Yap Kwan Sheng's Fullhouse \^o^/

Before having dinner with a gang of sakai, Miss Kok and I was choosing birthday gift for our Sakai Princess, Yvonne Chin. walking in Isetan KLCC, we chose, chose, chose and chose... suddenly, don't know why, both of us decided to buy vegetable for Yvonne ! wahahah!!

Of course we have also bought chocolate for Yvonne as her birthday gift :) the vegetables is only for fun :P
I wrapped the vegetable and chocolate, and Miss Kok was helping me as my assistant :P
The above photo was taken on the chair when we rest after "searching" and "wrapping" the gifts ~.~

And then...

Afetr that, we bought a small cake for Yvonne :)

After buying cake, we were window shopping at Kinokuniya bookshop while we were waiting for the birthday girl, PeiWen and Mun to reach KLCC. What a surprise when I saw that ayumi latest photo album is in store now! I quickly took photo with it with the accompanying of Miss Kok, because of... Taking photos alone at bookshop is very... weird #^.^# Miss Kok made me bold :) wahaha~

It is unaffordable for me ... But, I just want to take photos with it :) I sure that when I have my own financial, I must do my best fir getting it ! If I have extra money.

And the following one was taken when I was nothing to do...

Then, they reached :) We went to Fullhouse together \^o^/

After having our dinner, all of us were walking here, walking there at the whole fullhouse, took photos here, took photos there... :)

It was very funny when we took photos with the mini car :P All of us wanted to sit on the driver's seat :P, so we took a very long time for that :P a long queue is waiting for us :P We were so "malu " :( But, of course, we took photos as fast as we could :)

I not get the photos that were taken by using PeiWen's camera yet :( Don't know when can I get it :( but never mind, I can wait for it :)

When we were taking photos...

wakaka~! ^o^

After crazy for taking photos, it was around 9. 30pm. Then, we decided to go back home...

We give the small cake to Yvonne on the way we went back home at PeiWen's car :)

erm...This post is actually not complete because I not yet get the other photos from PeiWen...

• the photos of our foods and drinks,
• the photos of all of us,
• the photos funny photos...

Never mind, I shall update this post when I get those photos :)

AVATAR with Jason

Having a movie, "avatar", with Jason today ! Thanks Jason for having movie with me :)
Is "avatar" extremely nice? The best movie of the year 2009? Actually I do not think so... May be I was so tired when I was watching this movie, so I feel that this movie is not as nice as they say... :(

When we were having breaksfast at Pavilion Restorant Oldtown White Coffee Signature, Jason tell me some horrible stories :( They were very interesting but scary >.<>.< wau !

(Uptading later...)

Nothing to do after McD Posperity Chicken Burger

I ate it ! I ate it ! I ate it ! Finally, I ate it, McD posperity Chicken Burger !!!!!! yohoooo !!!!!

Actually I went to timesquare with Lawrence Tan for a movie today, but finally we didn't watch any movie, but a lot of flowers :P Making us feel so high~ yohoo~!

erm... and then... we do nothing, and went back to home...

The Princess and the Frog, Desires, Moral, I Hate You

Wow ~ I have watched this amazing Disney production today with Jason !
The Princess is wishing upon the star : "please, please, please..." for her dream...
How long I don't look at the star at night? I want to wish upon a star after completing this post !

I love Cartoon so much... They created a lot of memories for me, my childhood, my dreams, my fun, my joy, my laugh, my smile, my thinking, and my surreal too...
Do you remember the story of "Cinderella", "Peter Pan", "Pinocchio", "Beauty and the Beast", "Snow White", "Corpe Sprite", "Madagascar", "Long Mao", "The cat's returns", bla bla bla... ^^

Most of the fairy must include both kind and cruel characters, generous and selfish, tall and short, colorful and damn, etc.

Human must have desire, and it will create either good returns, or bad returns... Is everyone kind, and generous? Abandone our own desire because of our moral? Can I accept something for something? If I accept something, am I happy always? If I reject it, shall I regreat? Is my desire too over? Am I confusing? Am I know what is happening upon myself?

This is growing... with confusing, with desires, with regretfulness, with happiness, with a litter bit sadness, and so on... So, I can just walk the way that I see now, just walk, walk, and walk... with my moral...

May be there is a big hole in front of me, but I can just trying to jump across the hole, may be I shall fall down, may be I shall be hurted, but, may be, I shall across the big hole safely by myself, or getting someone's help ^^

This is what cartoon teach me, trying to give some hopes for myself, a lot of "may be" is in the future.

May be... you read this post... May be... you know that what I am thinking... May be... you miss me... I hate you !

I hate Nightmare !

Jeremy invited me to have an interview of Etude House, a cosmetic company. But, U see, what is the time now? it is 6.44am ! I have been waking up by the nightmare !

Nightmare nightmare... is double nightmare T____T
Actually I slept from 8pm yesterday, but nightmare woke me up at 11pm.
Okay, well~ I fall in sleep at 3am again, but nightmare woke me up again at 5am !

That is why I am in bad mood now, for interviewing, especially for cosmetic company, how can interview with my scary face with horrible Black Eyes Circle and a big pimple? Can not sleep properly brings me such problems, I hate nightmare T____T

Already several days, I have nightmare... Already several days, I cannot sleep properly... I am so sad for this T____T

Wahaha No.1

-Pavilion -15th Nov 2009 -I was so happy

永远沉默的木马

他还记得那两个字吗?

没有答案的你好吗和没反应的加油...

无论如何

我没向其他人说过那两个字.

他说，那两个字只是我和他的，不可以乱乱给别人.

他还记得吗?他有办到吗?

my DAYS, my KiNo

Do you know?

Yeah~ Limited edition ayu NEXT LEVEL

Finally, I get IT~ ayumi hamasaki NEXT LEVEL~

Do U know? I hav dreamed that I got it in my dream since long time ago...Now, I can really get it...

Thx MOTHER...Thx...Thx for buying it for me...

This limited edition, Orange cover, is the only 1 in the World..! hahaha... I can change it to blue, black, brown, pink, yellow...hahaha...

It is manufactured by WARNER MUSIC (Malaysia) Sdn. Bhd.

3 disc are included in this album, which are 2 CD & 1 DVD~

I love the concert tour CD so much~POWDER SNOW, Scar...wow...amazing...

^^

Responsibility...too HEAVY...

Endless Story
words: D.A. Thomas & ats
Music: D.A. Thomas
Sing:伊藤由奈

If you haven't changed your mind

そばにいてほしいよ　Tonight

強がることに疲れたの

幼すぎたの

Every time I think about you baby

今なら言える　I miss you

It's so hard to say I'm sorry

たとえば誰かのためじゃなく

あなたのために　歌いたいこの歌を

終わらないstory　続くこの輝きに

Always　伝えたい　ずっと永遠に

Memories of our time together

消さないでこのまま　don't go away

あたたかく溶けだして　確かめるの

優しさのしずく　この胸にひろがってく

切ないほどに　I'm missin' you

重ねた手　離さないで

たとえば叶うなら　もう一度

あなたのために　歌いたいこの歌を

終わらないstory　絶え間ない愛しさで 太

you will know教えてよずっと永遠に

たとえば誰かのためじゃなく

あなたのために　歌いたいこの歌を

終わらないstory　続くこの輝きに

Always　伝えたい　ずっと永遠に

Translated Lyric

If you haven't changed your mind

请倾诉 我聆听 在你身边 Tonight

告诉自己 伪装坚强 已经如此疲惫

只乞求片刻休憩

Every time I think about you baby

心已远去 一路 I miss you

It's so hard to say I'm sorry

太多时光 我们分享 彼此纷繁复杂的委屈与心情

共吟一曲 是否还记得

太多结局 Story 最后的最后还是选择离去

Always 思念却传递 记忆不会改变

Memories of our time together

don't go away 请聆听 我倾诉 在你身边

告诉自己 不必再伪装 不必再疲惫

请让自己每天快乐 带上你的信心离开这里

但我会说别忘记 I'm missin' you

曾经有我们一起度过的时光

太多时光 我们分享 彼此纷繁复杂的委屈与心情

共吟一曲 是否还记得

太多结局 Story 最后的最后还是选择离去

you will know 思念却传递 记忆不会改变

太多时光 我们分享 彼此纷繁复杂的委屈与心情

共吟一曲 是否还记得

太多结局 Story 最后的最后还是选择离去

Always 思念却传递 记忆不会改变

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I LOVE U Bobby...^^
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Bobby boy...I hav a lot of unforgottable memories with you...I hope that u can rest in peace...Bobby...May we meet when I reach u there? I miss u so much...^^
haha...Bobby..do u know? After your leaving, we were staying with another puppy, it's named Xiu Bak...haha...It is still baby, vry naughty.It is white in color, It is cute...but...unfortunately...it was gone...Bobby, take care about her, ok?
If u bully her, I must beat u with a cane when I reach u there...^^

I dreamed of her last night..I dreamed that it rebirth...
I think I am missing her...

^^

Music & Song

IssacTheAngle Vol.15


Great Remix Single

Mixed by Issac

http://www.mediafire.com/?sharekey=50af9b2a319f391 a0c814df2efeadc50e04e75f6e8ebb871

Daybreak

Great remix single...

produced by max matsuura

written & composed by ayumi hamasaki

photographer:Leslie Kee

aha...this single was published at the year of 2002.
I love this single so much...
Share with you here...


ayumi
hamasaki
PREMIUM COUNTDOWN LIVE
2008-2009


OMG...This live is really an extremely nice show...
Although it is not the huge budget live compare to ayu's ARENA Tour,
but it is really nice,
the arrangement, the songs, the music, the dancers...
Although ayu was injured when she was performing this show, but we can see that she is really a Super pop Singer bcoz of her amazing performance..!

It is sold RM119.90 in KL...what a pity... for me...vry expensive...

我病了吗？

我病了两个礼拜，发烧，退烧，喉咙痛，伤风，再喉咙痛，再发烧，再退烧，我很累...

自这次开始生病，我感觉到自己好想停下来听听自己的声音...我有没有做错决定？我有没有耍坏？我有没有付出？我有没有逃避？

也许是因为病的关系，我现在做什么事都慢了半拍，吃东西，做功课，思考，说话，回答，睡觉...全部事情对我来说都好吃力都好重。我是在悲观自己吗？对的，现在，我是...

生病罢了嘛~有什么大不了？cheh~Don't worry, be happy~ ^^

可是...因为病了，所以做事情慢了...因为无论什么事情都变得慢了，所以突然才察觉到原来平时健康的我忽略了很多微小的事情...

繁忙的道路，来来回回狂妄的车子；
拥挤的街道，路旁那颗坚强的野草；
灰蓝的天空，绿色朝气蓬勃的树木；
凝聚的空气，冷得令我颤抖的微风；
我现在才注意到原来它们都一直陪伴着我成长。

为什么我要读书？为什么我没能借钱读书？为什么我得交学费？为什么我要努力？为什么我要执著？为什么我会担心金钱问题？为什么我没魄力？为什么我得做兼职？为什么我没时间？为什么我要在这里？为什么？

因为我要有更好的将来，因为这些都是家人给我的，因为我得照顾家人，因为这是现实，因为我是人，我会累，因为我必须在这里，所以我在这里。

死火了，我还没有钱交学费...怎么办？对我来说每个月分期付学费也是很吃力的事情...hohoho...

其实不止金钱和学业的压力，我对爱情好像好茫然...我应该踏出这一步吗？我能够负荷这段感情吗？我会开心吗？我会累吗？我和他是在暧昧吗？我是喜欢他吗？他喜欢我吗？哈哈哈~

年轻真好，有这么奇妙的烦恼和思绪...
人类是否悲哀的呢？虽然已得到别人的安慰，但为何总要一再地，不断地安慰自己呢？

为何我得重视某人的安慰？为何我总是幻想？因为我年轻？

我怕梦碎

因为梦美丽，所以沉淀在自己思绪里面时就会依依不舍地回到现实
因为梦美丽，所以你我都决定先活在这个梦里面

我问："梦是美满的吗？" 我答："梦是美满的"
因为它能让我对所有我期待的东西有希望

我问："梦是美满的吗？" 我答："梦不是美满的"
因为当我醒来的时候，我必须去接受现实, 我不是害怕现实，因为我不能害怕

你知道吗？梦在还没触摸到的那一刻，才是最美好的
因为当你得到的那一刻起，你就会开始害怕失去

对，我想不要醒来，我想永远快乐，有谁不想？
但，若我不被磨练，我如何长大，如何发光？

我不是不曾心痛过，我也曾跌倒过
我知道的，人有悲欢离合，月有阴晴圆缺，此事古难全

我一直都抱着这样的心对待身边的人
我的家人，朋友，宠物，同学，老师... ...

她，去世了。
琦琦，对不起，我没有请过你吃雪糕... ...

其实，我不止是为琦琦写下这些字，我也在为他写下我心底很深很深的地方的那一份心思

我真的，我真的会珍惜

对不起... ...

3月 12日

现在对我来说梦并不好，我决定要清醒。

虽然残酷会令我的脚印印得歪歪斜斜，但这样才会让我所留下的脚印微微地散发出光芒

A Song for xx

第一帖，只想上载那首能够表达我自己的歌词...

作词于滨崎步...

为什么哭
为什么迷惑
为什么裹足不前
请告诉我

什么时候才会长大
要当小孩当到什么时候
我从哪里跑来 要奔向何方

没有栖身之处 我找不到
不知道未来是否值得期许

大家总说我坚强 总是夸奖我懂事要我不哭
一点都不希望是这样 所以总装作听不懂

为什么笑
为什么在我身边
为什么离开我
请告诉我

什么时候开始变得坚强了
什么时候开始感到脆弱
要等到什么时候 才能等到相知的一天

太阳快上山了 差不多该走了
我不能一直待在同一个地方

信赖与背叛互为表里
一直相信这跟被拒绝是一样的
当时也没那个气力 一定是知道的太多的关系

大家总说我坚强 总是夸我懂事要我不哭
周围的人越这样说 使我连笑都是那么地苦痛

孤单的来到这世界 又孤单一人的活下去
一直以为这是理所当然的